tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61559626276258672922011-04-21T12:07:08.835-07:00sugarcoatedIshahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630731597027078010noreply@blogger.comBlogger61100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6155962627625867292.post-44512464118789002402008-11-18T18:16:00.000-08:002008-11-21T05:18:12.223-08:00nursing.<span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#6600cc;"><strong><em>aishah.</em></strong></span><br /><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Arial;"><span style="color:#6600cc;"><span style="color:#33ff33;">SHE</span> begin to hate nursing. </span></span></em></strong><br /></span><strong><em><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#6600cc;"><br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#33ff33;">SHE</span> begin to hate her preceptor.</span></span></em></strong><span style="font-size:130%;"><br /><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#6600cc;"><span style="color:#33ff33;">SHE</span> begin to hate some of the ward staffs.</span></em></strong><br /><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#6600cc;">.and.</span></em></strong><br /><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#6600cc;"><span style="color:#33ff33;">SHE</span> begin to hate living in this empty dollhouse.</span></em></strong><br /><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#6600cc;">.but.</span></em></strong><br /><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#6600cc;"><span style="color:#33ff33;">SHE</span> loves her friends.</span></em></strong><br /><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#6600cc;"><span style="color:#33ff33;">SHE</span> loves her handphone.</span></em></strong><br /><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#6600cc;"><span style="color:#33ff33;">SHE</span> loves her bantal busuk.</span></em></strong><br /><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#6600cc;">.and.</span></em></strong><br /><br /><strong><em><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#6600cc;"><span style="color:#33ff33;">SHE </span><span style="color:#6600cc;">loves everything about herself.</span></span></em></strong><br /></span><p></p><p><span style="font-family:arial;color:#6633ff;">im supposed to be at work now. but i choose</span></p><p><span style="font-family:arial;color:#6633ff;">not to go. its been long since i stay at home and</span></p><p><span style="font-family:arial;color:#6633ff;">have a good rest. attachment is really killing me.</span></p><p><span style="font-family:arial;color:#6633ff;">im left with 10 MISERABLE weeks to go. </span></p><p><span style="font-family:arial;font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>and every second makes me wanna quit.</strong></span></p><p><span style="color:#6633ff;"></span></p><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#6600cc;">...sha.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6155962627625867292-4451246411878900240?l=purpledollhouse.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630731597027078010noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6155962627625867292.post-62585821027961361062008-11-18T07:36:00.000-08:002008-11-18T07:47:28.588-08:00pissed<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">pissed off mood.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">will rant and vent out my anger tomorrow.</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">...sha.</span><br /><span style="color:#ff0000;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6155962627625867292-6258582102796136106?l=purpledollhouse.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630731597027078010noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6155962627625867292.post-2538880133119532742008-11-17T04:54:00.000-08:002008-11-17T05:21:56.609-08:00love story.<span style="color:#6600cc;">i just read a book.<br /><br />a tale of a girl in search of her dream guy.<br />found him on a cruise to capri island.<br />they fall in love at first sight.<br />and live happily ever after!<br /><br />if only my love story is same as her,<br />i swear i will throw away my bantal busuk.<br /><br />at times i wonder does <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">HE</span> really love me?<br /><br />are we really fated to be together?<br /><br />or is he the <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">ONE</span> for me?<br /><br />gosh... i hate falling in<span style="font-size:180%;"> <span style="color:#33ff33;">LOVE</span></span>.<br />it only makes me more sad than happy.<br /><br />...sha.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6155962627625867292-253888013311953274?l=purpledollhouse.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630731597027078010noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6155962627625867292.post-81381415240642069812008-11-06T05:48:00.000-08:002008-11-07T07:05:35.602-08:00super duper story<span style="color:#6600cc;">im <span style="font-size:85%;color:#33ff33;">SUPER DUPER</span> tired.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">really <span style="color:#33ff33;">SUPER DUPER</span> tired.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">totally <span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ff33;">SUPER DUPER</span> tired!</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">and i mean it when i say,</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">im <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">SUPER DUPER</span> tired!!!</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">at times i just wonder why must i choose <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">NURSING<br /></span>as a course?</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">all i did is:</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">-<span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">STAND </span>for 8 hours</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">[when beauty book says we should sit and <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">RELAX</span>!]</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">-administer <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">MEDICATION<br /></span>[and having the<span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"> RISK</span> of getting medication errors!]</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span><span style="color:#6600cc;">-attend to my patient's </span><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">NEEDS</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">[when i never even attend to my own <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">NEEDS</span>!]<br /></span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">-getting verbal <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">ABUSE</span> from dementia patients</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">[when an I<span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">NNOCENT</span> girl like me only hear <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">GOOD </span>stuffs!]</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">-lots of <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">REPORTS </span>to be written</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">[when i had enough of <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">WRITING</span> during school days!]</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">-lots of things to remember eg. medication's indication & diagnosis</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">[when im growing old each day and my memory getting <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">POORER</span>!]</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">gosh... </span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">i dont really like <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">NURSING</span> but i duno why im still in the course. </span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">haiz...</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">typical <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">ME</span>.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">1 moment i will<span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"> LOVE</span> something badly and the next</span> <span style="color:#6600cc;">moment i will </span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">change my mind about it.</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">im indeed a <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">CONFUSED</span> person.</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">hahaha!</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">btw, <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">NUFFAIL</span> was admitted to the hospital </span><span style="color:#6600cc;">because he hurt </span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">his head when he was playing with</span> <span style="color:#6600cc;">his sister. my <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">AUNT</span> say he </span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">was bleeding so badly</span> <span style="color:#6600cc;">and he has to get stitches for that.</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">poor baby.. he is my favorite and the 1 i love most!</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">...sadz...</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">and i miss all my nieces-to-be! should bring them</span> <span style="color:#6600cc;">for movie 1 day.</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">back to sleep.</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">...sha.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6155962627625867292-8138141524064206981?l=purpledollhouse.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630731597027078010noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6155962627625867292.post-10237382230867587532008-11-05T04:48:00.000-08:002008-11-05T05:45:41.176-08:00<span style="color:#6600cc;">rasyid say my blog is still a <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">VIRGIN</span>!</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">cause there is only 1 entry.. =(</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">so here i am.. trying to increase the number</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">of my entries. </span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">=)</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">went to school today to settle my PDA shit.</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">i was in the bus when i saw my friend at</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">the school bus stop. she was sitting behind</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">this <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">CUTE</span> ang moh guy and i waved at her.</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">guess what... </span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">the ang moh guy thought i waved to him</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">so he <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">CONFIDENTLY</span> waved at me back!</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">i giggled during the whole bus ride. and</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">i sound like a <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">TYPICAL</span> school girl. getting</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">excited over 1 wave from a cute guy. </span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">hahaha!</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">went for a jog today. i only ran 3 rounds</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">around the stadium and i started to</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">huff and puff. </span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">just like the <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">WOLF </span>in the story "3 lil pigs".</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">like it or not i have to run to increase my</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">stamina and most importantly, to lose </span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">weight.</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">im such a typical teenage girl. worry</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">about my weight all the time.</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">and im so broke now! need to go back</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">to work and earn money. </span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">i rather become single than becoming</span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">PENNILESS.</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">life is disastrous without <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">MONEY</span>!!!</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">...sha.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6155962627625867292-1023738223086758753?l=purpledollhouse.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630731597027078010noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6155962627625867292.post-56672817823129672042008-11-02T17:41:00.000-08:002008-11-02T18:28:59.960-08:00Life In PRCP<span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">PRCP</span> <span style="color:#6600cc;">just started and that means</span> <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">HELL</span><span style="color:#6600cc;"> just begin.</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">its no longer:</span><br />-<span style="color:#6600cc;">taking parameters</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">-change the diapers</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">-feed patients</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">-bath them</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">and bla bla bla. there are lots more to it! and i just</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">hate having to do so many tasks at a given period</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">of time. sometimes it just makes me wonder is</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">nursing the path i should take after graduation?</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">.dotz.</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"><br /></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">i miss my student days. and miss doing </span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">all this </span><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">SHITS</span>:<br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">-</span><span style="font-size:180%;color:#009900;"><span style="color:#33ff33;">RUNNING</span> </span><span style="color:#6600cc;">around the school.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">-going to</span> <span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;"><span style="color:#ff6600;">MEGABITES</span> </span><span style="color:#6600cc;">for food.</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">-</span><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ffff;">SHOUTING</span> <span style="color:#6600cc;">around in the class.<br /><br /></span><span style="color:#6600cc;">-doing</span> <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ffcc33;">HOMEWORKS</span><span style="color:#6600cc;">. [goshh!]</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">-writing</span> <span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff6666;">LOVE NOTES</span> <span style="color:#6600cc;">during lecture</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">-</span><span style="font-size:180%;color:#6666cc;">LAUGHING</span> <span style="color:#6600cc;">over lame jokes</span><br /><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">and definitely i miss all my</span> <span style="font-size:180%;color:#99ff99;">CLASSMATES</span><span style="color:#6600cc;">!!!</span><br /><br /><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JMluO2LtQAo/SQ5cWRlabVI/AAAAAAAAAYE/869VLkaqsM8/s1600-h/DSC02113.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5264246552189889874" style="WIDTH: 156px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 132px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JMluO2LtQAo/SQ5cWRlabVI/AAAAAAAAAYE/869VLkaqsM8/s320/DSC02113.jpg" border="0" /></a><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JMluO2LtQAo/SQ5cV_yL3BI/AAAAAAAAAX0/fkqbuQb3ljk/s1600-h/DSC00193.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5264246547411622930" style="WIDTH: 158px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 132px" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_JMluO2LtQAo/SQ5cV_yL3BI/AAAAAAAAAX0/fkqbuQb3ljk/s320/DSC00193.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JMluO2LtQAo/SQ5cWezsTEI/AAAAAAAAAYM/zmYmeUmOBkk/s1600-h/DSC00208.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5264246555739442242" style="WIDTH: 156px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 159px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JMluO2LtQAo/SQ5cWezsTEI/AAAAAAAAAYM/zmYmeUmOBkk/s320/DSC00208.JPG" border="0" /></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JMluO2LtQAo/SQ5cVVoCmDI/AAAAAAAAAXs/wf59OEpqcpc/s1600-h/Image001+(1).jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5264246536094783538" style="WIDTH: 158px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 159px" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_JMluO2LtQAo/SQ5cVVoCmDI/AAAAAAAAAXs/wf59OEpqcpc/s320/Image001+(1).jpg" border="0" /></a> <br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JMluO2LtQAo/SQ5dSoIPkXI/AAAAAAAAAYU/1YRRA7G0DZY/s1600-h/DSC02575.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5264247589033709938" style="WIDTH: 157px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 161px" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_JMluO2LtQAo/SQ5dSoIPkXI/AAAAAAAAAYU/1YRRA7G0DZY/s320/DSC02575.jpg" border="0" /></a><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JMluO2LtQAo/SQ5cWAPAvYI/AAAAAAAAAX8/gaJUYhvXpEQ/s1600-h/DSC02104.jpg"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5264246547532529026" style="WIDTH: 156px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 160px" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_JMluO2LtQAo/SQ5cWAPAvYI/AAAAAAAAAX8/gaJUYhvXpEQ/s320/DSC02104.jpg" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">btw, im <span style="color:#33ff33;">BLOODY</span> proud of my blog.</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">sweet and <span style="color:#33ff33;">SIMPLE</span>. just like <span style="color:#33ff33;">ME</span>. =)</span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;">...sha.<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#6600cc;"></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6155962627625867292-5667281782312967204?l=purpledollhouse.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ishahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15630731597027078010noreply@blogger.com0